Monday, November 1, 2010

Sasur aur Bahu

Maa baap ko bacho ki shaadi soch samaj kar karni chahiye. yeh nahi ki kissi ne keh diya ki ladka achcha hai, achcha kamata hai, bahar ke trips main bhi kam ki taraf se jata hai toh bas ghar wale khush ho gaye aur riste ki baat kar di. Lekin kabhi yeh nahi sochte ki ladke aur ladki ke vichar milte hai ki nahi. Aise hi meri shaadi hui thi 3 saal pehle. Shaadi ke jaldi hi baad yeh tours main jane lage, kabhi europe nahi toh kabhi america main. mujhe bolte thai ki tu ghar main parents ka dhiyan rakh. Meri saas school main principal hai or sasur retired ho chuke thai. Shaadi ke baad, main hi ghar ka sara kaam sambalne lagi.

Shuru mein maine zayada socha nahi lekin mere sasur mujhe kuch zayada ghurte thai, kabhi kabhi baat karte karte unki nazre meri chaati par chali jaati thi. aur baat karte waqt unka haath meri peeth ya phir mere kandho par chala jata tha. ek baar mujhe kuch haatho sai kapde dhone thai toh woh baar baar mere aap paas ke chakar katne lage. baad main dekha toh kapde dhone waqt mera kaafi cl sa nikla hua tha. aise hi ek bari safai karne wali nahi aaye toh main ghar main jhadu laga rahi thi, toh woh samne kursi par bhait gaye aur mujhe ghoor rahe thai. jab main unke paas pahunchi aur unko hatne ke liye kaha kyoki unke neeche joh jagha thi waha jhadu marna tha toh waha sai khade hone bhijai unhone apni taange phila li.

jaise hi unhone tange philai unke pajame main tambu bana hua tha. maine jaldi sai apni nazar waha se hatai. mujhe achcha nahi laga lekin kya karti thoda sa unke aur paas ja kar unke neeche sai jhadu mara. aur poore time mujhe lag raha tha ki woh meri chaati ko dekh rahe hai. aise kai haadse huey lekin main kya kar sakti thi. aise baat kisi ko bata bhi nahi sakti thi. kai baari study room main gayi aur dhekha ki woh computer par ulti seedhi chhezeh dekh rahi thai, mere jaane par ek dum hakle bakle ho kar bandh kar dete thai. na jaane ek din unke deemag main kya sujhi, mere se poochte hai main akeli kaise reh sakti hu 2-3 hafte apne pati se door. iss umar main toh andar sai kaafi kuch hota hoga. main ek dum chonk gayi unki yeh baat sun kar. maine kaha, ki mere paas aur koi chara toh bhi nahi hai. main kaya kar sakti hu, inka kaam inko mujh se door le jata hai. "tujh main bahut heemat hai bahu, mujhe toh abhi bhi 2-3 din main teri saas ki zaroorat padti hai.

" yeh sunkar meri sharam se aankhe jhuk gayi mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki ab main kaya karu. isse pehle main kuch karti, unhone apna haath us din pehli baari meri kamar main rakh diya. bilkul sari aur blouse ke beech main rakha jaha woh mera badan ko chu sakhe. mera rang urh gaya. main waha sai jane lagi toh unka doosra haath meri kamar ki doosri taraf aa gaya. main gabrah key boli, "babuji" isse pehle main kuch aur bolti, babuji nai meri baat kat ke meri kamar apne haatho se dabate bola, "abhi bhi tu 3 hafte akeli rahi aur abhi ek hafta aur hai usko wapas aaney mai. kaise ghuzara karti hogi tu." "Babuji mujhe please chor do mujhe ghar main abhi bahut kaam hai" maine kaha apne aap ko unke haatho se apni kamar se hathate. Isse pehle woh aur kuch karte main ghar ke bahar virande main chali gayi kapre theek karne ke bahane aur uske baad apne kamre main.

Do din baad woh phirse study room main kaafi dair tak thai, aur jab bahar aaye toh main rasoi main bartan sambal rahi thi. mere peeche sai aake phirse meri kamar dono haatho sai pakar li, aur iss bari mujhe apni taraf keech kar apne badan ke saath mera badan laga kar mere kaan ke paas aa kar bole, "Arre bahu kabhi aram bhi kar liya karo." main ek dum chonk gayi aur unke haath pakad kar churane ki kooshish karte boli, "babuji ab ghar ke kaam toh karne hi hote hai." lekin iss bari unhone mere haath pakad kar aur apne haatho ko mere kamar par lapet kar phir mere kaano ke paas bola, "arrey kaam kabhi khatam nahi hote. life ko enjoy bhi karna hota hai." yeh kehte unhone mera ek haath chor kar apne haath mere pait par rakh diya aur waha phirane lage. Mujhe mere peeche se unka mehsus ho raha tha. maine ek dam jhatke sai unka haat apne sai hata kar kitchen sai bhag ke apne kamre main chali gayi. mujhe samaj nahi aa raha tha ki keh sab kya ho raha hai woh kyo aise mujhe pareshaan kar rahe hai.

agle din jaise hi meri saas ghar se gai toh mujhe dar lagne laga ki aaj phir koi harkat na ho. yeh sochne ki hi dair thi ki sasur phir study main chale gaye. main unki aise harkato sai tang aa chuki thi, maine soch liya ki aaj main unko chance nahi dungi, phata phat kaam kar ke apne kamre main chali jaugi. lekin jitni jaldi kaam khatam karne ki koshish kari kam khatam nahi ho paaya, aur phir sai maine apni kamar main unke haatho ko mehsus kia aur phir se unka apni taraf kheechna. aaj unka pehle sai hi kaafi khada hua tha. jaise hi unka mere peeche laga unhone ragadna shuru kar diya. maine apne aap ko unse chuane ki khoshish ki lekin unhone apne haath meri kamar main aur bhi tight kar liye. "Babuji mujhe chorie, bahut kaam hai ghar main." Unka koi jawab nahi aaya bas woh ragadte gaye. "Babuji please chor do mujhe" maine kehte apni gardan ghumai toh unke cherai par neeyat sahi nahi thi.

mujhe aisa ehsas hua ki woh ek bhuka shair hai aur main ek heerni jo uske shikar main aa gayi hu. woh kuch bol bhi nahi rahe thai, iss liye mujhe aur bhi darr lag raha tha. unhone mujhe kheechte huey deewar par jaa kar daba diya aur peeche sai aur bhi tez raghadna shuru kar diya. unki saanse tez ho chuki thi.
Maine himmat karte huey dharti awaz main bola, "babuji yeh kya kar rahe hai, please mujhe chor do, jane do." Aagey sai bole, "Chup. teri awaz tab nikle jab main tujhse kuch puchu." Meri gardan sai baal hatate hue waha unhone meri gardan aur kaande ke bheech choosna shuru kar diya phir kaant bhi khaya, main dard sai chilai.

aagey sai unki ghurane ki awaz aaye. meri andar sai halat kharab thi, malum nahi tha ki main kya karu. yeh mere sasur hai aur yeh kya kar rahe hai mere saath. mere neeche ke hisse ko waise hi deewar aur apne beech main daba kar rakha lekin mere kando ko pakar ke mujhe peeche kar ke apne haath meri chaati par le gaye aur mere tits pakar liye aur dabane lage. mere aansu nikalne shuru ho gaye. "babuji please mujhe chor do, mujhe jane do", mere kahe ko ignore karte huey woh apni hawas ki bhook thandi karne lage huey thai. kuch dair mere tits ko aur masalte phir woh dono haath mere peeche le gaye aur mere baal hata kar ek ek kar ke mere blouse ke hook kholne lage. main apne dono haath deewar par rakh ke tezi sai peeche unko dhaka diya aur waha sai apne kamre ki taraf bhagne lagi, jaise main thoda sa aagey hi badi thi unhone mere baal pakar liye aur kas ke apni aur kheecha. meri cheenk nikli aur ek kaske mere muh par tadap parah. "dikha kitna zor hai tere main, abhi teri saari akad nikalta hu main kutiya" yeh kehte hi 3-4 aur tadap pareh mere chereh par. abhi bhi mere baal unke haath main thai. "Chal dikha aur kitni akad hai tujhme, dikha kutiya dikha." mere rone ka un par koi asar nahi tha. balki jitna main roh rahi thi utna hi unki heemat aur barh rahi thi. unhone mera pallu neeche kar diya.

Main apne haath upar leke aaney lagi apne aap ko bachcha ne ke liye to ek haath se baal kheechte aur doosre haath se 3 tapad aur mere ko mare. "haath wapas neeche le kar ja. jaha thai wahi rakh." mere paas aur koi rasta nahi tha, jo unhone kaha maine mana. phir unhone mere baal chor kar mere ko ghuma ka mere baaki ke hooks khole. dono haatho se usko utar diya. maine kas kar apni aankhen bandh kar li.

phir meri bra ka hooks khole, aur jaise hi woh khule mera rona tez ho gaya. dono haatho sai usko bhi nikal diya. ab mujhe phir se ghuma ke mujhe aagey se dekha. baal khule aure bhikre huey, cherah ansuo se bharah hua, ankhen bandh, upar se saari nangi, palu zameen par. "uff bahu kya tits hai yeh", ek ek kar ke muh main leke ja kar unko chusa, aur phir upar aa kar zuban nikal kar mere ansu bhi chate. main roi ja rahi thi aur woh mere ansu chat rahe thai. phir maine unke dono haath apni kamar par mehsus kiye. woh meri sari ko kheench kar nikal rahe thai. sari ko nikal kar neeche girne diya. aur phir peti ka nada andar haath daal kar nikal kar kheench diya. aur woh bhi neeche sari par ghir gaya.

meri lateh kamp rahi thi, ab main sirf apni panty main apne sasur ke aagey khadi thi. woh apne haath mere peeche le kar meri panty ke andar daal kar meri gaand daba rahe thai. aur phir dono haath side main le ja kar meri chadi hi neeche kar di aur woh bhi mere pairo par peti ke uppar ghir gayi. "arrey bahu tum toh neeche baal nahi rakhti, wah yeh toh bahut achcha karti ho." yeh kehte waqt unka ek haath neeche ja kar fairne lage. aur ek dum se mujhe apni goad main utha liya jaise chote bachcho ko uthate hai. "ab chal, tu apne kamre main jana chahiti thi na." kamre main le ja kar mujhe bistar ke paas ja kar khada kar diya aur phir peeche sai mere baal pakar kar mere hootho ko chumna shuru kar diya.

ek haath mere sir ke peeche tha aur doosra meri gaand daba raha tha. kuch samay yeh hi chalta raha, phir woh bistar ke kone main bhait gaye aur mere ko apne paas kheench kar dono haatho se meri gaand dabane lage aur meri jhante par chatne lage aur neeche soongh kar aahey bharne lage. apne haath meri gaandh sai meri kamar tak le gai aur phir mere ko neeche push karne lage. aur mujhe apne samne ghutno par kar diya. apne dono haath mere gaalo par pherne lage. "ankeh kholo bahu. main keh raha hu ankeh kholo." maine dheere dheere ankeh kholi. "Bahu ghar ki lakshmi hoti hai. ghar ka koi bhi lakshmi ko use kar sakta hai. ghabrao mat, yeh sab sirf hum dono ke beech main rahega. iski zarrorat tumhe bhi hai aur mujhe bhi. main janta hu ki tumhe bahut dar lag raha hai, ab mujhe bhi dekho 3-4 koshisho ke baad tumko kabu kar paaya hu. abhi main jo jo kahuga tum waisa hi karoge. main tumko marna bilkul nahi chahata lekin tumko kabu main lane ke liye agar karna pareh toh woh bhi karuga. lekin yeh tum par hoga. agar tum meri baat manti jaogi toh yeh tum par bhi easy hoga." yeh kehte hi unhone mere hoonth chumne shuru kar diye.

mujhe malum hi nahi parah ki kab unhone apne pajame ka nada khola, aur thoda upar ho kar apna pajama neeche kar diya. un hone neeche kuch nahi dala hua tha. apne hooth hathaitoh maine dekha ki woh neeche se nange thai aur unka ek dam kadak khada hua tha. ek haath mere sir par rakh kar mujhe neeche khichana shuru kar diya. aur mujhe muh main lene ka hukum kia.

meri heemat nahi ho rahi thi muh kholne ki aur main roi ja rahi thi. "Chal ab nakreh mat kar aur muh khol" babuji neh mere baal peeche kheecte kaha. mere tab bhi na kholne par mere baal aur peeche kheech kar ek tadap mara, aur main aur tez rone lagi. jaise hi mera rote rote muh khula unhone apna mere muh ke andar daal diya tezi sai aur ek hi jhatke main. jaise hi woh andar jata gaya main chonki. unhone ek dum jaldi sai bahar nikal kar phir tezi sai andar daal diya aur andar hi daba ke rakha. main chonk rahi thi. apna sir peeche karke bahar nikalna cha rahi thi lekin unhone achchi tarah daba ke rakha tha. phir unhone adha bahar nikala toh meri sanse theek hui. babuji ne mujhe unko dekhne ke liye kaha maine heemat kar unko dekha toh unke muh par ek badi se smile thi.

"Kya lag rahi hai bahu mera lund apne andar le kar, aur tere gaal ansu sai bhare huey, ankho main pani, dari dari ghabrai hui" phir unhone mera sir upar neeche karna shuru kar diya. mera rona, apne aap ko ckone se sambalne main badal gaya. kuch dair tak aisa hi chalta raha, phir jab unhone mera sir bahar nikala, mere baal aur peeche khinch kar mujhe phir ankhen khol kar unko dekhne ke liye kaha. mera muh ke aaspaas ki jagah sari thook se gilli thi, woh apne lund se mere saare chere par ragah rahe thai jis se mera sara muh meri thook se geela ho gaya. abhi tak mere baal unke haath main thai. woh jaise jaise bistar se khade huey waise waise unke saath main khadi tui. doosra haath unka mere dhood par gaya aur woh usko masalne lage. ab mujhe ghuma kar bistak ke kone main bhita diya aur baal peeche khinchte gaye jab main bistar par lait nahi gayi. phir mere baal chor kar khade ho kar mere badan ko dekhne lage.

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